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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
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Gesture
Living is a game. Yet living and loving is another story.
There's a thin line separating happiness and sadness.
Just like those boundaries you'd created to define; Living without you or living with you.
You know the fact that I'm concealing?
It's just that somebody else thought me to love. Not you,
But that happen far behind before I met my life,
Before I met you.
Those are the part of the past.
You wouldn't understand cause you never believe,
And what hurt the most was,
You never will.
Living is waking up trying to brush your teeth with the your laziness.
Loving is gaining money in a hard way and letting someone to hold and spend it for you.
You can never be happy when you'd never been sad,
Maybe that explains it.
Knowing and being with you makes me sad,
Sadly, Being sad is what satisfies me.
Pretending that you're mine is painful when you can never be,
Yet I'm trying to hold on.
Holding on what we've created was the only reason I live,
It keeps me alive every single hurtful moment.
Crying has no use.
It won't make you trust me.
Why do you have to give me tons of reasons to leave you,
with no single reason to stay.
I'm hanging on a thread try to reach your hand but why?
Why can't you see me when I'm right in front of you.
I won't say goodbye.Never.
I won't go away.
But atleast let me do it.
Let me stay.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Stale retention.
September 13, 2010:
3:30 pm. One hot afternoon.
Eating. Movie marathon. Eating. Internet surfing. Eating. Reading. Eating. What a boring day. No. It was my normal routine. Constant.
I'm just talking to a friend a moment ago but now he's out. Why do I feel like I'm seeking for him? I'm talking about the guy. Frederick Ebora. I'am so hook unto our conversation.
I get tired of having a rest. So I decided to clean up my room. I saw old pictures. Old school notebooks. Old things. Reminiscing who I am from the past. Reminding how stupid I've been a year ago.
Reverting from the past and first love affair I had. So young yet done professionally. So professional. Maybe thats why we didn't enjoy it? Maybe that's why it didn't last? Maybe it because I'm suppose to be with some one else?
A song. Yes. There's a song that kept playing on my head that time. While I'm inside the room, I'm thinking of him. Yes, him. The guy named Frederick. And that certain time the song blend well at the moment. Why? I don't know why but I'll find out soon.
Night comes. We started talking again. Extreme exhilaration. I still don't know why. I'll find it out soon. Yes. I should.
SNEAK PEEK:
[9/14/2010 12:23:20 AM] Frederick Ebora: Andami pumapasok sa isip ko na walang isip
[9/14/2010 12:23:34 AM] Monique Añes: Naku delikado yan !!
[9/14/2010 12:23:38 AM] Monique Añes: Bka mag over load !!
[9/14/2010 12:23:43 AM] Monique Añes: Bwasan mu !! hahahhahahha XD
[9/14/2010 12:23:56 AM] Frederick Ebora: Wala nga mababawas
[9/14/2010 12:24:00 AM] Frederick Ebora: Wala nga laman
[9/14/2010 12:24:10 AM] Monique Añes: Hahhahhaha XD.
[9/14/2010 12:24:18 AM] Monique Añes: buti ung akin automatic nabubura agad XD
[9/14/2010 12:24:25 AM] Frederick Ebora: hahaha
[9/14/2010 12:24:36 AM] Frederick Ebora: Eh sa akin ayaw pumasok
-courtesy of SKYPE.
Who is he? Why do I feel like I know him. Well I don't really do but one thing is on my mind.
I NEED TO SEE HIM NO MATTER WHAT!
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